That awkward moment when you realize you care about someone that couldn’t be bothered with you or your feelings. Like suffering a defeat on your home field. Like the slow and steady deflation of a birthday balloon. Like a storm that isn’t followed by a rainbow. Like a fairy tale gone awry and amiss of its happy ending. Like feeling hope when all hope is lost.
Wanting to smile when I see you is just conclusive of my defeat.
Like I lost the battle, like I lost the war.
please stop pretending to care.
please just tell me to fuck off.
please stop rolling my name across your tongue and letting it dance from your lips.
please just let me go.
please forget the sweet taste of my tongue.
please forget my smooth skin under yours.
please don’t think of how warm you felt inside me.
please forget those long summer nights.
please just forget we ever met.
please, I’m begging you, don’t fall in love with me.
please, please, please, just go away like all the rest.
if people are rain.
I am nothing
and you are
another successful tumblr purge. sorry i have been absent as of late. life has been hectic and filled to the brim. so much has begun and so much has passed. i myself keep dragging on…
infinite o p p o r t u n i t y