That awkward moment when you realize you care about someone that couldn’t be bothered with you or your feelings. Like suffering a defeat on your home field. Like the slow and steady deflation of a birthday balloon. Like a storm that isn’t followed by a rainbow. Like a fairy tale gone awry and amiss of its happy ending. Like feeling hope when all hope is lost.
Wanting to smile when I see you is just conclusive of my defeat.
Like I lost the battle, like I lost the war.
Fuck
This
Actually
Hurts
My
Feelings…

Thursday Aug 14 04:44am
PLEASE STOP WASTING MY TIME.

please stop pretending to care.
please just tell me to fuck off.
please stop rolling my name across your tongue and letting it dance from your lips.
please just let me go.
please forget the sweet taste of my tongue.
please forget my smooth skin under yours.
please don’t think of how warm you felt inside me.
please forget those long summer nights.
please just forget we ever met.
please, I’m begging you, don’t fall in love with me.
please, please, please, just go away like all the rest.

Tuesday Jul 22 03:07am
perpetually and predictably unavailable. I never learn. how and when will I know that enough is enough? Thursday Apr 3 01:02am

if people are rain.
I am nothing
but drizzle
or
insignificant
mist.
and you are
a
hurricane.
coming
at
once
to
destroy
me.

Saturday Dec 7 04:45am
Saturday Nov 17 01:43pm
Thursday Nov 15 06:16pm
Wednesday Nov 14 01:43pm
tumblr therapy session complete

another successful tumblr purge. sorry i have been absent as of late. life has been hectic and filled to the brim. so much has begun and so much has passed. i myself keep dragging on…

Sunday Nov 11 01:15am
Sunday Nov 11 01:03am
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Thursday Oct 25 10:49pm
infinite o p p o r t u n i t y

infinite o p p o r t u n i t y

Saturday Oct 13 02:57pm
ready
to
burn

ready

to

burn

Friday Oct 12 06:07pm
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